I thought today would be good, and for the most part it was. I went to the mall, a park, out to eat, and the hookah bar. The mall scared the shit out of me though. I had really bad like people anxiety. I was really paranoid. And I was so awkward. I wore my Mayday Parade shirt and two guys came up to me and started talking to me about them and how we went to the same shows and shit. It was awkward idk. And I felt like everyone was judging me. Ugh. It was really scary, I thought I was going to have a panic attack honestly. My heart was beating so fast. And the person I was with didn’t understand at all.
